I seriously feel as if my life is now beginning at the age of 23, I am finally studying in the profession that I always wanted to study in and I really feel a sense of fulfillment even though i have only now beginning study for something that will take 6 years to finish but life and God is great and time is something that i do not worry about.

Forgiveness played and still plays a really important part in my life, sometimes i feel that when  i donot forgive someone that the burden is on me.There was a period in my life when I would never forgave and it was causing me to become really bitter and bitchy . Unforgiveness is bad for your spirit,it is like spiritual posioning , like carrying around  unnecessary baggage .

Unforgiveness also prevents God from forgiving us.
Matthew 6:15, "But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

I think that most people believe that they are mutually exclusive, that they donot need anyone in their lives,I have always though so but that is where i was wrong. Thinking that once I had God every other (except my mom of course) person in my life was expendable but i now understand the priniciple, our lives are made to attract and affect one another and we cannot survive without each other. It is like the priniciple of synergism, where two or more of something is required to obtain an outcome that is not obtainable by one alone. As believer We are connected by a deep collective conciousness we share, It is a state of the heart technology that validate the message we declare, not with our mouths but with our lives.
We ought not to be like Cain  where after he killed his brother Abel and God ask where was Abel he said  " Am I my brothers keeper? in Genesis 4 vs 9. In a literal sense looking at the international economic crisis is an excellent example of the connectivity of the world now think of it in a more spiritual sense where we have an ultimate goal of reaching that Zion reality (A spiritual Utopia).
 
What do you think Let me know??????

It has been so long since i have log in on gaia and my life I must say is the same but I am more grounded in the things of God and I continue to seek his face. I am leaving for eastern europe in september and I am excited. And I know that the path of the righteous is ordered by God so I have nothing to worry about at all.

being a gregarious person I would have to say that my favorite part of this season is seeing family and friend that you donot normally see through out the year

You know how most people sort of reminisce on what they did not and did do in the past year , and how they make new years resolutions on Old Years Night , well I donot do that, all the past Old Years nights for me has alway been a really sad period because almost every year I felt as if I failed myself and I just want to be alone so that I can cry and be as angry as I can be without people consistently asking me what is wrong. However I know that this year I really feel that I did not let myself down, I achieved so much: I graduated from university with my degree in biology and I will be off to further my studies overseas, I also know that I have grown in the things of God and thus I can truly define what God is doing now , I am at  a place in my life where God is and not where he was. I think that I have impact alot of lives and I honestly feel filled and strong. I used to always feel square as if I did  not fit in but now I am proud of being square because fitting in means choosing babylon over God which is not an option for me. So as the New Years approaches i know that I will be smiling on Old Years Night and not crying anymore.

I have a serious problem with waiting and I only found that out recently. I was suppose to start back school in January but I put it off for September next year and I am literally going stark raving mad while I wait.

I believe that the word of God helps the most with my personal growth, just having that manual for life really makes growth easy, I just be and do what God wants me to be and do and that makes growing alot less complicated in my personal life. But my parents and experience also play a major part

Well these days since I am not working I cook alot with this new cookbook I have so when it is time to get married I will be one step ahead of the game

I would have to say our hyperness, we snap so easily sometimes I feel we are crazy but what can I say that how we are.